Zero

My thoughts are lost into the air
Sometimes I don’t know what I’m living for
In me, the emotions I feel are just so weird
These weird delusions, running through my head
They can’t stop now, they gotta keep going
For if they stop my mind would be empty
Its unintended, its unexpected
I just wanna get out of this place,
This tainted place my mind has created
So unknown and….

Blank.

Save me.

My first time

Its like Freedom of speech. You can voice out everything freely.

Usually people are afraid to say things in front of others because:
1)we’re afraid to hurt their feelings
2)we care about what others may think of what we say
3)we don’t ever wanna let the others know
and of course many other reasons.

But in this state, your mind is free, your thoughts are able to flow out freely like a waterfall which you project out for everyone else to know

You may look or sound crazy but more than 80% of the time, whatever that comes out is nothing but the truth.

Its better than a lie detector

I need you to slow me down*

SHE IS SOOO GORGEOUS!!
I AM IN SOOO LOVE WITH HER!!!

Beautiful~

and adorable!! awww….

her voice is awesome

Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast I’m forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere
My head and my heart are colliding – chaotic
Pace of the world — I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I’ve got it together
I’m falling apart
Save me
Somebody take my hand
And lead me

Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down – Emmy Rossum

keep smiling back, i guess

I look into the mirror
This reflection I see
I keep smiling at it
Watching the expressions of joy
And then wonder if its all real
I wish it could speak back to me
Arrange the thoughts in my head
Tell me what I’m really feeling
What I need to know
I need you to give me a sign
At least a direction to the right place.

That was random. heehee~

I’ve completed my night shift, working with awesome awesome staff.
I’ve learned that, no matter how busy the work may be, the power of GOOD TEAMWORK will aid in completing all your tasks. And its so true. With everyone’s help the job gets completed faster and the people on the receiving end would be pleased.

I honestly have very mixed feelings about my job.
Its either i LOVE it or i HATE it.
But in the end, I’ll still try my best to think positive, be optimistic.
complaining is to just let it all out once in a while.

Oh, and choose someone who can share both your happiness and sadness in life~
there would be that one in a million person for ourselves.
right?

Shayne Ward – melt the snow… SO SWEEEETT!!!! i love him!

Little Creepy Girl~*

I like too much
I like real dramatic feelings
And freedom,
Freedom to dream
Freedom to feel
I wanna create that place

Awesome video

and suddenly, i had wings

and for the first time in my life

I’m Flying
-T.a.T.u, Stars

Its something i cannot describe
I try my hardest not to think about it
Its like my feet are not touching the grounds anymore
I know its because of you
The way you make all the bad things go away
All i see is the good side of things
And never ending happiness
Like i’ll never ever feel sad again.
The best part of it is that
This happy tickly feeling
Makes my day and its here to stay…
Every single day~*

thank you so much
(:

So Inspirational …

When you feel upset and down.
When you just feel like giving up totally…
Here’s something beautiful and inspirational.

I love it

Don’t give up, you are loved.

(lyrics)
Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy, I
I will lift it for you
Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you, I
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt
That you hide
When you’re lost inside, I
I’ll be there to find you

Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you I
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

You are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world

Don’t give up
Everyone needs to be loved

You are loved

Ahh~ i feel so happy now! (:
A belated New year’s day entry coming right up~ =)

I am truly madly deeply addicted to “Apologize”. 3 different versions, all sound amazing

1) This is one amazing piece of artistic video. I fell in love with it immediately.
I believe you would too.
Its really beautiful and morbid.
one word. WOW

The song is Apologize by OneRepublic.
video credits to Aaron Platt

2) The one below is the Original Music Video, Timbaland Feat OneRepublic – Apologize
The lead has pretty green eyes~
And with Timbaland’s eh eh eh at the background, the whole song sounds awesome!
And if you haven’t heard of Timbaland, good lord !

3) This is done by 2 hot italian guys called boyce avenue, they did an accoustic cover of “Apologize”. I wanna marry the lead singer.LOL

“I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothing new – yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
“Sorry” like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…”

OneRepublic

(:(:(:

time, dangles on a string

“This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, Please don’t go away
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it, Don’t you let it pass you by”
- Avril Lavigne, Innocence

I have been doing what I’ve never done for the longest time ever.

Simple stuff like reading a book and going to the gym.
Oh I joined Fitness First in a desperate rush to lose weight, LoL

And going to church.
I don’t know, suddenly I felt I needed belief, a yearn to actually feel God’s presence.
And when I was there, there was this beautiful feeling
I felt like a non stop running tap.
Everything just poured out silently
And when I came out, all the pain disappeared and I was happy.
Its a different kind of happiness, a happiness I can’t describe.

WoOhOo~
And I’ve been so addicted to games like Wedding Dash and Cake Mania 2.
Call me psycho but screw it, those games are freakin’ ADDEECTEEF!

Rough Landing, Holly

We came down to watch the world walk by
And all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight.
Let her gooOoOo.
Let her gooOoOoooo

the fears the pain the sadness
you hide them inside
it only shows in ur eyes
the tears, they’re hidden
no one knows no one’s allowed to see it
you just wanna let the waves wash her away.